I feel sad and emotionally weary today, especially when I contemplate the road ahead. I don't quite know where to place my feet. I know reinventing one's life takes time. Is it okay to just hide out today and let the minutes tick by without me trying to fill them with usefulness? The truth? I feel a little lost. I am very aware of trying to model for my children that you don't just fold when life throws curveballs. But today, I just want to sit out the inning and watch bad TV. Or read. Or simply stare at the wall. Better yet, the ceiling.