I might have mentioned once that I used to do astrological charts using rather professional software. I stopped when I did my young children's charts and suddenly realized I didn't want to think I had any clue about what was ahead for them, who they might be, what past life imprints might be left on them. I didn't want to limit their unfolding in that way. And so I let go of my romantic involvement with the predictive arts, the deeply interwoven stories of lives past and present, karma to be reaped or paid. Still. There are times when I need a fix, something outside of myself telling me that all the craziness, the sense of everything closing in and going haywire that I am experiencing right now, is not actually real in the way I am experiencing it. Rather, it is a flood of negative consciousness, which is only fear, and I have only to detach, accept, survive. Flow.