I want to write and write and write here, like therapy, because I can't name what I am feeling from moment to moment, it's like I'm under water or under glass, there's no air coming in, but I have to practice restraint because the things I might write sound crazy.
Thinking of you SO much.
ReplyDeleteYou've had a shock and it will take time...Hugs...
ReplyDeleteBuy a new notebook. Maybe some pens, too. Maybe some colored pens. Write and draw. That's what I did when my mother died. Maybe it would help you.
ReplyDeleteYou're not going to feel "normal" for a long time, my love.
sometimes crazy is good! write you feel and write what you want! your heart needs to heal.
ReplyDeleteWrite it. Mark the page at the top "Fiction."
ReplyDeleteAh a sentiment I know all too well, alas.
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Thinking of you with love. Write out the crazy.
ReplyDeleteDo what feels right.
ReplyDeleteI agree with gradydoctor. Do what feels right. Writing can be therapeutic.
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