Friday, March 6, 2015

Soft Landing

It snowed all day yesterday. I watched it from inside my snow globe, wondering if any of this was real. I didn't get out of my sleep clothes all day.

I want to write and write and write here, like therapy, because I can't name what I am feeling from moment to moment, it's like I'm under water or under glass, there's no air coming in, but I have to practice restraint because the things I might write sound crazy.


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  1. You've had a shock and it will take time...Hugs...

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  2. Buy a new notebook. Maybe some pens, too. Maybe some colored pens. Write and draw. That's what I did when my mother died. Maybe it would help you.
    You're not going to feel "normal" for a long time, my love.

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  3. sometimes crazy is good! write you feel and write what you want! your heart needs to heal.

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  4. Write it. Mark the page at the top "Fiction."

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  5. Ah a sentiment I know all too well, alas.
    xo

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  6. Thinking of you with love. Write out the crazy.

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  7. I agree with gradydoctor. Do what feels right. Writing can be therapeutic.

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